As you were saying all of that, I could feel into what you were saying, into that attentiveness. I was also feeling the errors of all my ways -- I've got this excitability. I would be long dead if I had your condition. But that's a wonderful lesson. And I imagine also, living with a condition like that, you had to be steady to survive. You were also no doubt lonely, and you had to go about working out how other humans operate to be able to do what you do. Love the picture that all of that forms.